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new lj! [23 Aug 2004|10:23am] http://www.livejournal.com/users/whore_yourself/ add it, you motherfuckers heart?

[22 Aug 2004|10:56pm] living out on my own is great. nuff said. today was spent with danielle marie nelle. it was wonderful, to say the least. i am a horn dog. i can't wait for next weekend. 4 kisss heart?

[22 Aug 2004|01:32am] i care about you so much. seeing you makes every day worth it. i wouldn't be in this city/state if it wasn't for you. your smile is the most beautiful thing in the world. i'm sorry that i cause you so much trouble; i really don't mean to. you are amazing, and we are amazing. heart?

[21 Aug 2004|09:54pm] pissed off still. and still. and still. yep still. heart?

you piss me off [21 Aug 2004|08:46pm] i'm reallllllllllly pissed off right now. something is really bothering me. oh fucking well. today was ok up until a few minutes ago. i'm sure later will be better. fuck. living out on my own is awesome. heart?

[21 Aug 2004|01:36am] today was wonderful. rh and marissa stayed over last night. we all woke up around 12 and went to get lunch. then i came back here and went to bed until about 7, haha. then i went down to south charlotte and went by my parents house for a bit. then i saw danielle! we went out to this place that i think is really nice, but she thought it was creepy. oh well. we cuddled for a few hours. it was great. i like her so much, it's ridiculous. tomorrow will be spent with her, as well. now ben and rick are staying over tonight. awesomeness. heart?

[20 Aug 2004|03:34am] i just got home. me+rh+clubs+a shitload of money= absolute insanity. sooooooooooooo nuts! 5 kisss heart?

[19 Aug 2004|07:30pm] mine and joe's place is so awesome. it's really big. i love it here. it's so great to be out of the house. now danielle and i have a place to have cuddly time besides my truck, haha. she's sleeping over saturday night! it's going to be amazing! we have a mandatory floor meeting at 8. fun... 1 kiss heart?

[19 Aug 2004|11:55am] so me and joe are offically moved out. our place is sooooooo kickass! more to come later heart?

[18 Aug 2004|07:01pm] i almost made a horrible mistake today. i still don't want to go to college, and i'm not looking forward to tomorrow, but there's something worth staying for. or someone. i can't wait for this weekend. friday night i have to sleep out, bc joe and marissa need the room. saturday night joe is sleeping out bc me and danielle need the room. should be nice. oh, and i got my lip pierced. it's nice. i like the way it feels. 5 kisss heart?

man i'm wierd [17 Aug 2004|10:13pm] i do such wierd things on impulse. i don't even know why. today i didn't do a damned thing. tomorrow will be the same. then i move out on thursday. the old horniness has returned. too bad. heart?

greatest quote of all time [17 Aug 2004|03:03pm] i suggest you only ever tell lies. because once you tell the truth they'll break your heart. don't ever look them in the eyes. because those eyes are gonna rip your heart apart. i recommend you keep your distance, because once you get too close , you'll lose control. don't ever fall in love; just stay buried in your lonely hole. take it from experience: desperate acts are ridiculous. don't ever tell the truth, because the ones you love will do the same to you heart?

[16 Aug 2004|10:05pm] i'm confused. something slipped out of me today. it was in code, kinda. like after it came out, i was like wtf just happened, and at the same time i didn't mind what i said. i got no response from it, which is what i expected. no problem there. i just don't know how even that thought slipped out. ughhhhh. i can't say i didn't mean it, bc that would be a lie. i just.....yeah. iunno. this is stupid. ugh. tomorrow i am not working. will i be packing all day for moving out? no. the only things i own are clothes and my computer. that will take 30 min. tops. so what will i be doing all day? nothing. call me or come by! heart?

[16 Aug 2004|01:17am] so me, ben, and jennifer are over staying at jenn and maddie's apartment. there has been crazy shit going down between us, and their roomates and their friends. they were all smoking pot INSIDE the apartment. me and ben went and got the cop, haha. then these 2 guys tried to fight me, but the cop walked around the corner. then i went and got a knife and my nightstick, and i have them right next to me in case they come back in. ben won't fight, lol, so i'm on my own. i think i'll be staying here tom. nite too, bc the girls are scared, haha. tomorrow i have to wake up early and drive to work. THEN I GET TO SEE THE GF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! awesome tubular radical gnarly cool etc etc etc <333333333333333 heart?

[15 Aug 2004|01:00pm] i woke up this morning with one thought on my mind. i liked it. things are so good right now, it's unreal. i really don't want to be at work in an hour. urghhhhh 2 kisss heart?

yar [15 Aug 2004|01:03am] i woke up around 3, sat around watching family guy for a few hours, then went to work. after work, i experienced something that was nothing short of amazing. i sat and cuddled with, kissed, and talked to danielle for a good amount of time. i know i joke about being an asshole and stuff, but i like her so much. every day i spend with her i like her more. she's been all i think about recently, which worries me, haha. naw, not really (about the worrying thing). i'm really looking forward to seeing where this relationship goes. tomorrow is work, and then sleeping over at jenn and maddie's new apartment. awesome. i fucking move out on thursday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heart?

[14 Aug 2004|05:17pm] i am exhausted. work is killing me. i hope to god my schedule changes when school starts, cuz i can't take this (let alone with my classes). i've been spending a lot of time with danielle. things are going really good. really really good. now i'm off to work. heart?

[13 Aug 2004|01:25am] i'm crazy about her. she is amazing. tonight was terrible. i am dumb. heart?

[12 Aug 2004|10:28pm] one of the worst days i've had in over a year. thanks, to all contributing factors!<3 tomorrow i have to be at work at 8, and get off at 12. after that, i seriously think i'm just going to get on the highway and drive south until i run out of gas. heart?

[12 Aug 2004|01:48am] i have an awesome awesome awesome gf. today i woke up and was at work at 8. then i went to a doctors appointment. then i came home and slept. then i picked up danielle and took her out to dinner. after that we came back here and watched movies with elliot and jenni. then came the worst part of the night. i had to go say goodbye to heather. i won't see her again for a few months. i'm not happy about it. i'm going to miss her so much. tomorrow is work, then football. 3 kisss heart?

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